You are taking her for granted.
She loves you and when she loves, she gives her everything that she could offer you. She would always think of you. She would always find time for you no matter how busy her schedule may be. She would always think of a way to make you feel like you are worth all of her. She may be around a lot of other guys but all that is in her mind and heart is you and no one, not even the most perfect guy that she could ever meet could replace you in her life. She may got a lot of going on with her life but you will always be her priority. She will understand you no matter how hard it is for her to do so. She will endure all the pain that you are causing her. She will always wait for you no matter how long it takes for you to come back. It is only because she loves you and she could move on from you. She could not hurt you. She could not walk away. She could not bear the thought of you hurting because of you.
She is not perfect. She could also come short. There are times that she would not give you most of her time. She could not do a lot of efforts to be with you. She could not tell you she loves you for a lot of times. She could not be that girl that you wanted her to be. Because of this, you hurt her. You blame her for every wrong thing that she is doing. You only focus on her shortcomings, not on her broken pieces that she still offers you. You always leave her alone knowing that she would always be in the other side, waiting for you to come back. You always cause her too much pain because you know that she could not bear hating you. You don’t give her reasons about your actions and because of this, she always assume things so that she could make herself believe that you are still there, loving her, when the truth is you were never sure of her at the first place. She still loves you, anyway with all her broken pieces because you are the only one who could make it unbroken.
But then, you should stop taking her for granted. You should start giving her the love and attention that she deserves. You should start holding her as if she is the most precious possession that you could ever have just because she is. It is too hard to look for someone who would love you like the way she does so hold on to her and never let her go. One day, she will get tired of all the pain and waiting that she is experiencing because of you and she will walk away from you without glancing back. So love her, love her and do everything for her before she wakes up from the nightmare that you are causing her.
That person texted me: Sorry.
For not having time for you. Sorry.
Christmas Favorites—Christmas Lights
Sha’s 18th. #FlashbackFriday
Haruki Murakami, 1Q84 (via bookmania)
i have a question... robin and barney finally married?
It’s their wedding weekend, but it’s taking forever for the real thing. I suppose we just have to wait for it. :)